Social studies and history really stress me out. oh gosh. well standard, crying is my only way of releasing stress. haiz. what shuld i focus on? i just wish venice or globatisation will be the topic for essay question. for history, i have no idea, just NO HOPE. asked for help from teacher but they just dont bother. insyallah everything is gonna be easy.. :) take a chill pill orite.. :) thanks for the advice dear.. really appreciate it. :)

know what, life is getting bored and bored each day. everything change for a reason, and only they themself know whats the reason. for a moment i think it is true. life is unfair. dont get too emotional fyda. its okay if no one care, understand or even like u. coz in life those are the obstacles. and when the time comes, u will just fall dead. just dead.

p.s: dont ask me why im like this. JUST DONT

went to watch

THIS IS IT!!

enjoy myself do much! gosh, seriously! even though michael jackson is 50, his energy was so BOOMZ u know. i cried when he sang "earth song" he loved nature so much and when he sees all the deforestation he was angry. and that is why he created that song. all the video clips were brand new and all of it are superb! omg, i love him so much. seeing him on the cinema screen feels like seeing him live. shaniz was speechless. haha! MJ also loves to say "god bless u". there was a part when the pianist played the song humannature, he love it and he say that. hehes how cute. YOU people reading, go and watch lah. its fun u know. if not u will miss it. hahas. i told mummy, nxt year my bdae i dunt wannt any presents but i just wanna meet edward moss coz MJ is gone. he gone too soon that my dream of meeting him cant be reached. this is for u michael. ILOVEYOU.

Omg!! maths paper freaked me out! for a moment i think that i cannot even reach a B at least for maths. haiz. going to poly is way not in my mind any more. now nid to focus on s.s and history. haiz. anyone. please help. :(

mummy just bought N86 for me. the fone is so cool!! serious. hahas thank u mama. i love u. :) happy taw. okay i just changed my tag box. well theres someone hating me and critises me thru net. coward? yeah totally. hahas. but nvm. sabar aje lh. coz if now aku kene malu, die tunggu lah akhirat nnt. hmm. mummy knew everything and this is wat she ask me to do.to that passerby, please stop ur nonsense. coz lau aku tawu kau sape, i wont hasitate to do anything. ya u can say all this here, but i know infront of me you are scared and timid. that that is why i dont care what u say. coz in front of me u will be out of words. okay thats all! tatas

post is gonna be short today. maths was okey but some qns really tricky. im now really worried for social sudies and history. memorizng is realy not my thing. help pls!! :( i miss him already.

at last my router works. had trouble with internet connection last night. -.- firstly i wanna say:

TO ANONYMOUS: thank u.. :) well u have a good heart and courage too.. btw mind telling ur name?

TO SYUEE: thank u babe! :) ya that person is 100% pathetic.. hahas

TO DYANA: not fat ke? haha lil bit je luhs.. u oso look may preetier than last time. hahas true!

okay next.. yeasterday did my inglish paper.. paper 1 was not bad.. ans the situational writing is informal. omg! how easy was it? hehe.. well i did my BEST and hope i got high marks.. insyallah.. later having maths paper.. hope its easy.. wish me luck guys!! tatas!

happy birthday to u elzaff baby! :) fyi pl, i just realised that tmr i have english paper! mati2 i ingat on 27. haha.. nvm.. at least im prepared. just hope the paper is easy.. btw i just join "this is it" contest on face book. i have to write 20 words, why i deserve to watch this is it on 28oct09. hahas. well im not that good at words. just trying my luck.. who knows i win. i will then be exhilarated when got the email from them. hahas! k luhs. thats all i have to say. see the pictures. today need to sleep early.. cant on e fone.. :( i miss your voice badly. tata keypoh ppl.

2 more days to english paper. went study today. only niz, nad, nab and i. i call it 'edward moss girls' hahas. i miss edward btw. i have a hard time memorising good phrases. well i wont wanna use bombastic words coz if i were to misuse them, the markers wil think i am dumb. so i will avoid it. haha. i remember some. hmm lets see. for a good day i will start the story with "A golden glow spread across the sky as the sun chase the dark cloud away. (then start)" for a bad day will be "In the dark of the night, the howling of the winds could be heard. shortly after, rain pelted down from the skies and thunder came marching from far away with an increasing thread. As Mandy had neither a raincoat nor an umberella, she was soon drenched to skin" CHEY! haha action eh. dah la enough. kk continue. we took lots of fotos. almost 60 of them. this time i will post as slide show coz if not, my blog will be flooded with pictures here and there. fun lah today. nad was preety insane. check out the video k later. hmm.. thats all i can say today. gotta memorize all the good phrases. wish me luck k for the upcoming paper. all muslims, one tip for u all. this is what mummy said to me "selawat byk2 dekatkn diri pade tuhan, insyallah boleh buat paper dgn tenang. amin" all e best k korg.. :)

really gotta stop using vulgarities. coz he dont like it! im sorry dear. i try to stop.

now it is 1.02am in the morning. still fresh and BORED! hmmph and that is why im posting. aniway whut are blogs for right. hahas. currently, chatting on the phone with dearest, whom they call yan _ _ _ _.(sorry eh dear) laugh.out.loud!. pfft. well thats it! randomly, I LOVE EDWARD AND MJ!! :p

study study study!!

today mummy bring home this cute cat!

LOOK! theres a shape love at its back..

cool huh.. :) enjoy e pics

currently: posting video of nad's bdae. already an hr, but onli 25% is uploaded. -.-

this morning, had bad 'butterfly in my stomach' nervous and scared. but after that calm down coz i did whut hunney told me to do. deep breath and calm down. it works! serious. haha. kk dah gitu tk pe. bio is way easier than phy sei. i screw up a qn for phy. the one about gradient. how can i be so dumb! the graph is decelerating and i got a positive gradient. this s what i call stupid mistakes. dah lah prac is over. now eng paper!! FOCUS! so after school, shaniz, nab and nad came over to my house. plan nk study tapi dah smp umah, masak maggie tgk blog org tgk utube. haha had fun after 1/2 day of pressure. haha. then while cooking maggie shaniz took video.. i wanna post but its 15 mins!! and guess what about 10 minutes, the video is focusing at the pot! haha shaniz shaniz. shes insane. haha. now im waitng for him to go back home. nk webcam!! or maybe on the phone. k lahs. i hope u like my new blog skin. toodles.

thats her cake


happy isnt she?!

i like this balloon. purple and yellow reminds me of hannah montana!!

cute!! gaga

candid. ops sorry bout_______

can see the love?

fly away nad..

its nice like this, but when it burst!!!! its not

niz, fida, nad

I WILL POST THE VIDEO TOMORROW!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILLAH~~!!
did a bdae surprise for her.. ouh yes! she was surprised! and she cried
yea, tears of joy came rolling down her cheeks. touching huh.
haha. seriously its fun!! look at the video luhs k later.
we had hard time blowing the balloons. dah blow tk pe. IT BURST!
tak bingit?! haha. k then dah gitu nk light candles, punyelah leceh..
peluh2 aku. haiz.. haha
NAB! we hope u like it. apecially for u.. love ya girl!
wah besok o level prac today kite chill eh.
haiya.. they say 'ala lek uh o level jek pe' ya. insane!
today i just counted my duit raye.. hmm alot lah i can say..
$295 byk tk? hehe but i used up abit uh. err. abt &30 maybe..
haha.. ouh ya forgot to say, mummy bought for me this GORGEOUS NIKE JACKET!!
OMG ITS BEAUTIFUL!!! one day u take a pic of it k.
mom currently my posb card is running out of money!
have been spending alot! haha.. thanks mum, if not becaoz of u i cant buy wat i want.
k till here. tata

ps: the 3words is not seen at all since this morning. nvm its good that u say it only when u mean it. :) imy

omg 2 days to my practical!

hunney told me to take it like a test and dont think its o level

so that i wont be nervous..

haha.. i hope that will work. just wanna tell

i just created facebook

haiz, jealous lah semue ader aku tk de.

btw if u guys see i did smth to my hair. its pleted perm

only that its temperory.

shaniz heard someone compliment: ita nice but makes her look fat

omg! its hurt but i dont care.

haha rambot aku suke hati aku lah.

theres 2 things in my mind, its either they are jealous or I AM GROWING FAT

either one. but no need to stress bout tat uh

o levels ahead!! focus fida..

haha.. hmph okay i gotta study!

LATER!!!

where are you? are u awake or not? why so late still nvr msg? im worried

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAUFIQ!! :) hope u like e nitendo aye.

hmm i will call today the 'so so' day haha. i have no idea y.

hmm, i couldnt wake up for breakfast this morning. i was too tired uh.

yesterday slept ard 6 am. at first webcam with hym then after than on e fone.

haha how sick. so today did manicure. nails are short and clean.

way better. :) hmm, later at night is gonna be bor----ring confirm.

that guy is not at home until 9am i guess

haha.. but im glad we can contact thru fone. i dunt know y

but i find him different. in such a good way luh.

p.m: i wish u are back home right now.

coz im missing you yan!!! seriously. :(

me in night dress getting ready to sleep.. nites.

Brother just gave me the most 'ridiculous and trickiest' maths question that came out in the PSLE paper. im a maths freak ok, so i get the answer correct lah!! haha. action eh..

kk check it out:

jim bought some chocolates and gave half of it to kent. kent bought some sweets and gave half of it to jim. jim ate 12 sweets and kent ate 18 chocolates. the ratio of jim's sweets to chocolates became 1:7 and the ratio of kent's sweets to chocolates became 1:4. how many sweets did kent buy?

if u want the answer, ask me personally. i will post the solution next week. :)
have fun trying :)

WHAT I DID AT 4 AM IN THE MORNING.. HEHE

currently: at pan pacific hotel.. celebration taufiq's bdae.

just now went study, suppose to be 3 of us but 1 of the bubble. -.-

so study lah then went to pan pac.

i did something to my hair.. and I LOVE IT

hehe.. k lah tats all. see fotos kk. tatas.

"yfiusan" arrange it ur self..

i miss him!!

pan pacific bed

friends onli.

TODAY, PHOTOS ONLY

ENJOY

a view from his computer :)

this is my computer :) mj

english.fnn.maths(teachers) haha

'E' for edward!! we are his fans!!!

5n2 girls.

best classmates.

after studying that day..