how does it feels to be on the verge of crying and at the same time gasping for air.
this few days it felt like too much tears has gone wasted.
i swear theres a lot i want to say. but say it thru blogging ?? it will only bring down my reputation haiz. i need some one RIGHT NOW!!!!! haiz. nvmm
theres nothing i cn do. i wish i have someone who have a spirit of mine infront of me.
so, it will know all me needs strength and weaknesses.

im sorry. you dont meet my expactations

oh gosh i miss blogging man. if i were to tell what happen every single day, bet you theres gonna be more than 10 pages haha. hmm aniway i just wanna say. zaid birthday is coming. hmm just hope he wont be going to such places i dont want him to go eh. (fingers cross) haha. school have been tuff lately.. i just wanna get over and done with. 3 more years to go. i hope i can make it through :D have faith in me ppl. tatas.