THINK TOO MUCH WHILE SMOKING, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET

CHEMISTRY makes me sick

OMG, SCHOOL AGAIN TOMORROW.

WEEKEND IS SO FAST AYE.

HAVING BAD DREAMS LATELY.

HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENS.

1 week of school. tiring. not enough sleep. so many things to print.

.

The guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep means he want you... wait for him to kisses your forehead, show you off to the world when you are in sweats, holds your hand in front of his friends, thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..

Happy monthsary dearest!

May our relationship be full of love and laughters.

bring us far away from the anger we once had.

give us ways to avoid all fights.

having you by my side once again makes me

afraid to be far away from you.

i have went through the hard times

and i will never want to come across that again.

i love you zaid.

p.m- thank you mama for supporting our relationship. and merestui hubungan kami :D

my love lyfe is now back to normal. to think back it is so immature for us to make such a big fuss about a small thing. fights here and there is normal. managing a fight is important too. facebook have been the reason of our fights and that is why i we deactivated our individual facebook and created a new account. i really hope this is a good idea. well accepting him in my life again is sort of a hard decision. i dont want history to repeat thats all. but i think after the talk we had it is easier for us to communicate with our personal feelings. zaid i love you and i dont want to go through those difficult times again. lets put away the past and start a fresh. :D thank you mama who have been my pillar when i am going through hard times.

i am sick. flu, cough, dizziness and fever.

ouh its killing me :(

chalet was totally tremendous thou i dont know most of the people there. it is a two family thing and combined into one. so jyeah. my favorite crab noodle have been invaded by those people haha.. neh mind. the main thing is that i enjoy my days :D thank you so much mama for making the effort to put this up for your 2 children. actually abg yg sebok nah nk chalet. haha da sudah :P mum did alot for us, too much that we cannot think of a way to return her. so insyallah all i want is to study as high as i can. get the best job. and make my mum live like a queen. amin :D the best role model for a mother is her. her love, care and concern towards her children is more than "mother hen loves their eggs". now mama is catching a cold. get well soon mama.. i love you so much :)

i want teh o ice. it reminds me of you

the more i try to forget you the more i'll think of you. it hurt so damn bad. how cn you endure with this. you were the one i rely on. i rely on you too much till im this way. its hard to put it in words. i cannot put on with this. everytime. its me who give in. why cant u this time? (ouch)

I'm tired of having to put up with this. I don't even know why I'm still being nice when, by right, I'm supposed to go bitch on you. Maybe because of the fact that I actually have a heart & still care.

I don't deserve this. From you especially.

Every girl has a princess inside. There are many boys in the world, but your prince will find you. Even if it doesn't work out this round, it just means that you kissed the wrong frog (Y)

How true.
I take this as a free reign for me.

credits to babybontot

why cant i leave you why cant i 4get you? whats so great about you. need more strength to overcome this. it hurt! badly! why why why? why me? all day at home. im rotting. haiz. i wannt go out but where? head spinning, stomach aching. hellp anyone :(

irresponsible is you

i waste my $60 the only money i have in my wallet on a fucking supplement that i dont need!!! its all because of you that i couldnt think straight! fuck you!!! why must you come into my life!? i waste alot of my money on you! damn i was dumb!!!!!!!

ITS OVER NOW. want to be single so badly huh? ok i give you a single life. guess thats way better for you ey. nvm im used to this. i dont care if ur not coming back. i had enough. to me its okae to fight bcoz of small little things bt its not ok to chnge status just because of a stupid fight. its not like as if i have another guy rite. oh well ur decision is made so is mine. you may enjoy now. so am i :) breaking up with you isnt that bad after all. aniwae thank you for.................. oh wait!! what is there to thank you?? haha ditching me is so simple huh. nahh its okae. i believe in karma. i hope life is easier now. thank you all for staying by me no matter what my decision is.

i am just a basket for you to fill me with vulgarities

i tried to be honest

what if i cant accept it? shld i just accept or shld u change?

or mayb we are just not meant to be together?

fight once in a while brings ur closer but everytime.......

we might realize we are on the rocks any moment.

i bet all girls will do the same if they find out.

want to be alone?

ok

I say I’m not pretty.

Not because I’m looking for attention or compliments,

but because that’s truly how I feel.

I don’t believe that I am pretty because I can see everything you don’t.

I see how my stomach looks when I’m standing in my bra.

I see the face under the make up.

I see every little flaw about myself, even if you can’t.

I say I’m not pretty because I’d be lying if I said I was.

plus+ i have never receive any compliments from you

passed btt now ftt on the dec. hehehehe cant wait!!!!

f1 was hella fun! thank u mama!!! and to ma awesomest boyfy,

i love you!!!

damn hungry but got nothing to eat. everyday maggie = hair loss

i am bored. i want to go out. :(

i dream that someone's pregnancy test is positive.. all my dreams come true..

so who is going to get pregnant? hmm i wonder

:( brape lame kne tunggu? brape lame kne tahan? brape lame kene sedih? brape lame? what ever the desicion is, i will respect it. if u think its best for u, so do i. it is now left hanging. i dunt know if im att or sgl. if sgl, what is there to wait? if att, why didnt you wish me? stress. im working soon just to occupy myself and not get bored. hp havnt been ringing for so long. tk de hp lagi bgos eh

happy 7th monthsary :)

again i feel nervous when come to meet boyfy.. ohh i love you soo much! :)

ku coba tnpa mu di sisi

ku coba tanpa hidup dgn mu..

i tawu you've already changed for me. im sorry for not giving u the chance to show it all.

im glad its over. :) leganya hati tkda pergaduhan.

alhamdulilah.

its okay you can be the old you, i will still love you.

you may not love me like always, its ok i still love you.

see i cant leave you. yes thats the truth. u are the only one.

thank you for giving another chance

he is the best i've found

the best i've known

the best i've experienced my life with

the one i choose.

the one i love with all my heart.

ZAID

in a relationship, only 5% of guys in this world will rush down to your house when fighting through the phone. and Zaid is one of then. after a big fight on the phone, 15minutes later he's outside my house, knocking on my door. i cant believe it! he wants to settle things on the dot. i gave him excuses to avoid the conversation. im angry thats y. but whenever i moved away, he pull me close. :) i dont want to have any eye contact, i looked down. he lift my chin and say "bby please tell me whats wrong" with only 1 move i melted. just like the time we 1st met. i cried, he wipe my tears. he is the one! im glad i found you. im sorry for acting so moody and crazy. i've expained and i hope you change. :) i love you zaid. and i dont want to lose u too. hugs and kisses

The type of guy that pulls you closer when you try to walk away, the guy that comforts you when you cry, the guy that never tells you to leave no matter how mad he is, the type of guy who lifts up your chin and kisses you gently. That’s the good type of guy

its my boyfriend im refering to. no one else. :)

GET A LIFE dumb ass bitch!!! you are not original at all! stop copying ppl lah k. why must you translate you meaningless speech to Italian? afraid? haha i knew it. you dont have guts at all. oh ya and FYI in my older post, i dont use any translator. i learn french and i know the meaning of the words. so ass for you! haha go learn some Italian and then you're qualified to post in Italian alrite. still cant get over him right. haha i know he is amazing. and thats my brother. giving words cant make any difference ok. im just annoyed. why cant you just get a life get a new bf and new friend. and STOP MAKING FRIENDS WITH MY BRO'S GF CN? ohh ya i forgot. how can a bitch like you, get a new bf with your attitude full of shits! hahahaha.

sesungguhnya aku berpuase. im not mentioning any names this post can be to anyone in the world. sape mkn chilli terase pedas die.

too stress after getting to know i did 2 questions wrongly for maths semestral exam. fareh and aini managed to understand my body language when im stress. hahax. nxt stop EPC. ohh goodness! pray hard i get good points. amin..

Je préfère garder les choses à moi-même.e ne vous aime comme je l'utiliser. vous ne semblent pas s'occuper de moi plus. je ne veux pas de vous rencontrer jusqu'à ce que vous réalisez votre erreurs.

merci beaucoup.

BUSY STUDYING!

buka puase sambil jln jln di bazzar. hehe. fun eh :P mama bought a black baju kurung for zaid just to be sepasang with me.. thank you mama. wow just now she told us she spent almost 5k at kl. oh my goodness.. i appreciate it mama.. mama have nvr spend so much on an outsider before. so zaid you owe mama alot tau.. haha.. ok well let me list out what she bought for me.. :D

what mama spend on me for hari raye---> @ Giordano 'white longsleeve' 'black longsleeve' 'blue jeans' 'black jeans' @other places 'baju kurung hijau' 'baju kurung itam' 'baju kurung lemak ketam pink' '3brooch for me syue and irah' 'docor' @singapore 'undergarments $260' 'contact lens $168' 'bonia shoe $130"~~~~ +foods +rokok +many other things that i forget. hehes

THANK YOU SO MUCH MAMA I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

finally at home.. on me matress with my lappy.. :D mish me cats..cepat nye diorg besar.... hahax. shah alam is the best place in m'sia for now because of the bazaar. hahas got what i wanted already. green black and pink. but 1 thing, baju raye me and zaid isnt the same. we plan to get kain songket same but.... haiya tk dpt. hmm nvm lahs. wat to do. if onlywe have the mpney can but 1 good one in sg-.- mama spent alot on us and i appreciate it alot!!! its not easy to repay ya noe. oh ya and thanks to uncle wan oso for driving a long distance a hotel++. :D love my family alot alot. :D

woohoo tmr going to KL with KELUARGE TERSAYANG :D

zaid made me sick! notty you!

went love's house to study with irah. haha guess wad she havnt been studying too.. haha that doesnt left me alone. :D we studied AWHILE and watched "shes out of my league" haha damn cool and fun story. makes me realise love is everywhere. :D webcam with syue. :D gosh i miss us being together man. must go out soon. not i realise.. when i text zaid "wadcha duin?" he will answer "duin nothing." welll he really is doing nothing. haha wad the heck. so i break-fast there. chicken rice yummy. oh wait i drank zamzam just now and suddenly i felt smth heavy lifted off my head. SERIOUSLY. and zaid said too much satan in me. YEAH RIGHT. hahahaz. tmr got to return sch at 9.30am it is $@%*ing last minute! im not gonna go. $@%* her man! its her fault not mine. shld tell us earlier right. asswipe! ok im angry now. ohh well want to watch hannah montana on watch series. SHUT UP I LOVE THAT SHOW! :p NYTES EVERYONE

okay i admit it really is my fault this time. me and my big mouth -_- that is ur way of asking and i exaggerated it too much. . im sorry dearest. i treat u bad. you don't deserve it at all. thou how mad u were at me i could still see your care and concern towards me. my hp batt went totally flat and couldnt reach you until i met mama. And when i text u using mum's phone you were already outside my house looking for me coz you couldnt contact me. didnt expect you to do that. im touched. you really do love me aye. im sorry dear. my eyes is damn heavy right now. need to sleep. tears that came out bcoz of you is totally not a waste :D i love you so much. . hugs and kisses

Our couple color for raye this year is PINK!!! my fav!!

actually plan to breakfast at hayatt hotel then cancel

then zaid father come back from haji

then he ajak buke with his family but i wore too open

so i rejected

then mama call ask me to buke with her then i agree

then i tot that if zaid fetch me i can change awhile

then i tell zaid im going then i call mama wanna tell i buke with zaid family

then she say abg confirm oredi then not happy coz nenek coming

then i cancel buke zaid with him

then mama msg ask me to go ahead with my plan.

AAAAAARRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then tot wanna tell zaid i breaking fast with him

then suddenly i remember confirm he %$#@ up coz im fickle minded

then i dont dare to say anything takot kne "!!!!!"

then mama say she cancel buke with nenek all

then i say "SENANG, I BUKE SENDIRI"

DA LA STRESS DGN NI MATH! ORG PULAK BUAT AKU BERTAMBAH STRESS!

WHAT A DAY!

berbuka puasa di rumah with family + boyfy :D

gosh last minute aini txted me saying that tomorrow theres an epc test

topic 5! and i havnt study yet :( i really hope its not 100% a test aye.

fareh, pls come tmr! study with me!

havnt been serious on work lately. gotta start brushing up.

oh well i miss school.. hahas

everything started out perfectly.

went to break our fast at marina square long john silver.

my treat again. he ate 2 meals. really hungry i think

hmm i just dont know why i feel like its a normal day

tho its our 1/2 year monthsary. why do i feel that way?

haiz.. why cant it be different and outstanding everytime its a special day out?

pfft what was i thinking. at least i have him :)

happy 6th monthsary bby!

hmm. were shall we break our fast today? stomach is growling already..

2nd day of fasting and gosh it feels like i've been doing this for years! haha

aniway before anything i wanna give a shout out to AINI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL! :)

went study today. gosh since hols started i havnt did any serious study at all.

but im glad i didnt forget a thing. randomly: FAREH IS WICKEDLY AWESOME

hahas. boyfy fetched me after study and went to continue his lepak session.

can see he really miss his days before we are official. :D have fun darling!

mum is not yet home -.- oh ya went bby sit my 2 cute cousins taqif and tessa.

helped them with their home works. get paid $20 a day not bad huh? :)

why do i have sympathy for lonely cats? haiyoo i treat them like humans already.

had such a great tyme celebrating BIG BRO's bdae and ma COUNTRY! woo hoo haha. and now its time to remove the sins ive made. its fasting month now gotta get in shape man!hmm can i make it? i hope so. have any one wonder why isnt the air clean and fresh today? :x im not gonna say a word. :D aite

and to whoever ":)"

of coz he is wiling. he loves me n that is why. ya i know its hard to get a guy like this these days. no i dont think ur keypoh. i know ur wondering why i love him so much rite haha. and that is because of his love, care, concern and importantly he is sincere. :D thank u

Its exactly 62 days not updating my blog. gossh. lots of things i missed out man!! well 2 reasons why i abandon it. 1) wireless at home suck!!! 2) i aint got time!! school have been the killer in my life. upcoming test is 60%. gotta really study. wonder why i suddenly update today? well im now in LTQ10 doing nothing. farey is infront of me watching gossip girls. 3hrs break man! haiya. so restless. hmm i wanna work badly man. mama have been giving me like 20% of my allowance and 60% of bro's. INFACT, MORE!!!! so tot that if i work i can help her out rite. but she sont allow. wondering how me and zaid is doing? we're great!!! hehes. fetch me from school almost everytime. thanks dear. :) cant stop loving you

how does it feels to be on the verge of crying and at the same time gasping for air.
this few days it felt like too much tears has gone wasted.
i swear theres a lot i want to say. but say it thru blogging ?? it will only bring down my reputation haiz. i need some one RIGHT NOW!!!!! haiz. nvmm
theres nothing i cn do. i wish i have someone who have a spirit of mine infront of me.
so, it will know all me needs strength and weaknesses.

im sorry. you dont meet my expactations

oh gosh i miss blogging man. if i were to tell what happen every single day, bet you theres gonna be more than 10 pages haha. hmm aniway i just wanna say. zaid birthday is coming. hmm just hope he wont be going to such places i dont want him to go eh. (fingers cross) haha. school have been tuff lately.. i just wanna get over and done with. 3 more years to go. i hope i can make it through :D have faith in me ppl. tatas.

Going to be hiatus for a week or so nw. school have started so been busy lately..

good luck to me :D

loving zaid! :D

bonding session was AWESOME!!!! haha. i could say, H2 was the bonded group of all seriously. they ask us for 3 cheers we came out 7 cheers. :D it have been a long time since i sweat that much. lol. had lots and lots and lotsa fun!! and and i won an ipod! IPOD NANO 8GB!!! cool or whut!!! hahaha. seriously man i didnt regret coming to the 2nd orientation day even though its not compulsory. I LOVE MY CLASS! woohooo!!!

oh god,
everytime, theres always always always always always things u want to show me. things that cn never make me happy. is it kind of a hint for me? ape kurangnye aku? cn someone pls tell me? haiz.

ORIENTATION DAY!

after 6 months rotting at home. finallly the action has come! haha. orientatiion was great! lotsa fun man!! and i remembered the names of everyone in my class haha. H2 awesome man!!! haha few malays je ade. but ok lah haha. cant wait on the 16 april! haha great friends i have there. :D wiiiii!!! hmm aniways all i hope is for poly life to be much better than secondary life. oh well i just PUKE!! BECAUSE OF THIS L4D2. haha and zaid stop calling me bonchet!!! grrr!!! k toodles ppl.

2 more days to orientation. 3 more days to 2nd month anniversary and tmr i have to get smth for him. smth that i can afford lahh. hmm any suggestions? haha. time fly so fast aye. hmm if some one were to grant me 10 wishes i swear its gonna be all abt you and me :) ohh well tgok la sape kn. . hahaha. i have nothing much to sayy. gtg now. toodles..

E-trial test was great hahahas. bt still, im confuse about which car have rights and which car have to give way if at the junction. hmm pelan2 la fida eyy. chill2. hehes. oh well i hope i pass my btt. and ive decided. i will be taking auto and not manual. ye lah i know wasted. but IDFC!! haha. oh ya guess what snowbell tangkap cicak sei tadi.. clever snowbellku. sayang die!! hehe

this will be a short post. . at last the case about me sueing this old lady is settle. :D happy. hahas have to sleep early today. tmr is my first time going for e trial test at cdc. hope i pass ey. hmm. tk pass pon tk pe ni mock test jee hehe. earlier just now zaid called my "swit" oh god!! dah berzaman die tk kai word tu. haha k relax its just a word. hahas. k lor. let me call it a day. tata ppl

at last mama and abang is back from batam. umah bersih gile, dey alek, habes berterabuh hahaha. mama bought 3 kind of perfume. "britney spears", "jennifer lopez" and "paris hilton". i love all three! haha. she also bought for me this beautiful dress. cm beach wear gitu haha love it. mama also bought smth for zaid, irah and syue.. hehe awwww so sweet. hahahas. i wish i was there.

home aloneeeee

mum and zack went to batam this morning. and me? slept all the wae till abt 4pm hahaha!! went out with my best friends sent from above :D planned to go shesha but cancle coz we went jalan2 with irah's family. zaid was also there :) now i have 6 companion. haha alot rite.. try to guess la hu :D

warning! theres no dbs atm at kallang lesiure park!! why in e world aye?! haha plans are all cork up today. ice skating and bowling and sheesha cancled. but not a problem as long as best friends are all by side im all brighten up :) end up walkathon at town hahas. :P still had fun thou. :) syue and irah gave my present just now. a cap. haha i have no idea if it suits me or not. but oh well since they bought it for me wear lor haha. hmm what can i say. catch up a lot of stuffs with dem. haha. school is starting soon nervous and excited haha. thanks alot to my darling sent from above. hearts you both :)

same snikers, same cargo pants, same plain white tee and same bracelet. oh gosh. how sweet! hehe loving nye kite kan hahas. spend time together before im off to batam. watched how to train your dragon in 3d!! cool lah der!! haha zaid betol punyer jakon seh haha :P spent $10 on arcade. haha worth it! at nite, we plan to go shisha only 2 of us. skali trserempak nan kawan die. then we joined them. hmm i didnt expect them to be in troops!! haha. more then 5 pplwere there. we went to nabil's. tmpt gerek! haha :) then after all the fun, went my house and watch adnan sempit. F'ing hilarious movie. haha. sampai dah hafal skript der! haha. :)

-cant join familys and cousins to batam!! got poly talk going on! oh crap!!

MOTORCYCLE PIPE.

goshh cn anyone tell me whats so great abt it. hahas. zaid get the lowest offer of 300 bucks for leo vince pipe. wo accompanied him to check out the pipe. guess wad. the person selling it is e guy acted in "anak metro" as shanaz boyfren yg chinese tu. haha. didnt expect zaid to be so excited abt it. wahaha. wth. watched WHEN IN ROME just now. another hilarious movie. can just laugh my brains out! haha must watch oke. :) this sat wanna take neoprint with zaid. haha mesti kekek. :P

school is start really soon

hmm, hope its not that hard ey

2 days tk jumpe zaid.. hmm still standing strong.. hehehe. well semlm abg n i went to alter my cargo pants and he repair his hp. dh lame tk naek motor kn, semlm naek rase cm laen gitu.. today went to bugis and marina with eroar!! bakal adk ipah chey!! wahahas. bought denim jacket same as irah. wah dade ladder jacket and denim jacket same da hehe. baek perh. :P bought plain white tee cm zaid at fourskin. this time i tk menyebok eh die yg suro. hahaha :P well the pic above is my new lappy wallpaper :D haha. thats all folks. i mish u bby!! mmmmmwwwuuuaaxxx!!

wow, 4 days not updating my blog. sheesh. . thats longg. hmm let me start from friday.

~FRIDAY
hubby went for his appointment at tan tock seng. we shld alight at novena but stupid me. i was too confident its newton. zaid dah cm binget. but hey everyone make mistakes kn. i went in the consultation room with him. doctor say that his collar bone will join back in no time and abt his hips. nothing wrong but only muscle stretch. after accident they found blood in his urine taw. hmm hope nothing is wrong. next month he have to go for xray and see if its okae. but for now just hope it heals asap. on thursday, zaid shopped for cargo pants and after appt he shopped for a plain white tee at fourskin. jiwe F lah die. hahas. he bought some accesories for me and a bag. hmm "die suke ppn yg pakai bag cm tu" wth!! haha.

~SATURDAY
movie makan arcade. woohoo!!! after that "chalet". had a great time!! thanks mama for letting me go. and zaid, thank u for everything i love u.. :D

~SUNDAY
balek from chalet. tidooooooooooo

~TODAY
woke up ard 11.30am. suppose to meet zaid 1.3opm at lavender mrt. but i was actually late boz i have to go doctor. but tk jady. change of plan. zaid and family fetched me under my block. follwed them to zaid's camp to endorse mc. his camp is soooo not camp. lawa sei tmpt die seriously. after that go mamam with his family. ok its so awkward when in the car. coz his family is so pendiam nye type while mine is so kecohrable hahahaz.. went to giant at imm with his family. hmm 1st time ah so raapat with bf family. so that is how it feels lyke. after that zaid and i went to anothe appt. i was expecting them to check on his collar bone but they check his kidney lak. he did urine test and everything was okae. very happy about it!! the doctor is so nice sei. hehe :D after that, i bought the same cargo pants as him and we bought the same Snickers. cool taw!! tak pernah gini haha. die ckp nan mama i sebok. boley jalan sudah kae!! paderhal die yg suro i beli same nan die. hahaha.

have been meeting him for straight 4 days. hmm gotta stop this or else our love wont expand. so we wont be meeting until saturday. gonna mish him lyke last time hehehes. i have to start saving now for zaid's bdae present. my present pon die lom kasy. HMPH!

i love u still baby! muax!!

susah eh lau org fickle minded. jap nk g jap tknk g. haiz. mcm mcm!!! lau tk confirm jgn lah buat plans. nnt org btol2 benci dah susah. haiz. my mum dont even know what ppl hav say abt her n stuffs. try to put her in their shoe la tgok diorg ske tk lau last minit cancle. haiyo. tk suke ah cm ni. da janji kan, go je lah. perangai btol. thats y la if its me, die ske ask me to cncle my plans last minit. and ni buat org benci pat aku FYI. she doesnt know a thing. haiz. mama mama. up to u lah. lau die n abg pegi i hase this house on my own. mesti best eh. independent sumore. chey haha. da la da cncle suda. jgn nnt org bbl burok suda psl ni. hmph.

too tired to update yesterday. went to watch greenzone with family+zaid. couldnt understand the movie! lol!! haha. tessa sleptover yesterday and today. she loves the kitty so much. oh ya forget to say. mum brought home 2 brown kittens. so cute. will upload the pic one day. sojust nw met him at tamp mall. he bought a cargo pants. went mkn then halfwae he terserempak his friends and left me. k that sound bad kn. let me rephrase it. he terserempak his friends and tag along with them, while me, i went home alone. now he lepak at kallang again. hmm what shld i do tonite? hahas. l4d uh ape lgy. :P toodles

visit abguzair at hospital just now. tk jady enrol kreta. tadi ujan lebat ley hahaha. tmr gg to enrol uh mama on mc so she is coming along. hmm met hubby for awhile. :D dpt tgk muke die live da happy la hehes. hmm nothing much today uhs. wanna go sleep tmr nk kene wake up early :D toodles

HAPPY 1 MTH DEAREST ZAID!!

didnt expect us to make it this far eh bby. hmm. well let me tell story abt us. chey haha. hmm first cntct and met him on the 7 december 2009. that dae went to suntec city watched zombie land. ate at burger king. and jln2 uh. hahas he was damn quiet. malu2 lah katekn hehes. have been dating since then till 14 february 2010. on valentines day he proposed to me. asking me to be his life partner in the sweetest way. that was the day im sure that im truely in love and i know that he may be the one. all i want now is for us to make it through all the ups and downs together till the day comes. for now its too early to talk abt it uh. bt lets just pray we last long. so just now watched COP OUT hilarious show seriouly. couldnt stop laughing. we got the couple seat. his treat. thanks alot dear, went mkn at food court. omg for once i realise theres a food court at marina square. omg how dumb. hahahas. played arcade with him. well he is injured rite. we played daytona. kononnye nk same la drive with only 1 hand since he cant use both. half way i couldnt control and use both hands. tu pon die dpt 1st. grrr. naseb u uh bie haha. k lorx. wanna sleep nie. nite ppl. i love you and i mish you zaid cream. mwaxx!!

SENTOSA + VOLLEY BALL + BEACH SOCCER

again the only girl. i was expecting another 2 girls to be present but they cancled. hmm nvm i still enjoy my day thou. at first weather was alrite. sampai sane panas rabak then mendung then ujan. naseb bile part ujan tu kite nga changing. hahaz. played volley ball. me and arliph winning team hahas. yg laen tk ya suda :P beach soccer tk keep track plak. took loads of pic tapi mambang mane ntah gy picet2 camera smp pics and videos corrupted. wasted sia hmm. koeg nye pasal uh ni. grr.

hmm an hour more to our 1st month. tmr going out with him. harap mama tk ckp last minit tk bleh eh! nk gy shisha dah tk jadi. haiz tk paham uh. skola da nk start!!!!! last time for me to enjoy!!!! FEDUP PERH!!

at Last im at home.. got plans for tmr and sun. tmr gg to sentosa with 4n4. miste gerek. hahas. lets see la sok how k. and on sun aru msok 1st month. hehhe pelan2 kayuh eh hahaha. all i want is us to last long kay bby. hmm thats all. imy dearest!!! mwwwaaccckkkzz!!!!

hmm. this time, let the pictures do the talking aites! look at my fb album photo "11 february 2010" i enjoyed myself! :) they were great!!!

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what do you think about having the answer "no" to most of your question?

haha cool.
well if me it depends on the question.
eg "am i fat?" then the ans is NO.
that makes me happy. duuhh. :P haha
eg "am i pretty?" then the ans is NO
that make me sad.

so on that so forthe.
hahaha.

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wow!! what a trip. reached singapore abt 8 am yesterday. haha.the jorney was abt 20 hrs la i could say plus the stops we had. nunu and i made a documentary la kononnye. mcm zoom thailand tk menjadi haha. coz im really lazy wanna type wad we did. ya so just wait for the video la. now oso tk tawu cm ne nk edit the videos. hmm leceh jugak. oh well all i know was i had fun. lots of fun haha. made friends jugak. ah one thing it is friggin hard to communicate with their ppl. what i did was i draw. hahahha kecoh kn. :P hmm. had enuf sleep tapi badan sakit coz tmpt tdo dlm bus cute sgt. haha. ya thats all i have to say. now wanna sleep.

PLUS!!! when msok sg the 1st msg i got was from zaid saying he miss me. aww hehe. swit kn.. :P k la tknk panjang2kn crite. tata people.

currently updating blog with my eyes halfway close. sleepy but still wanna update hehe. hmm. the whole day at home. last minute tution is cancle. no tutoring for a week. hmm money also never get. :( boohoo. tk me la. mummy still support me :D hmm all the way at home. msn, tv, facebook and tagged. standard lah.. then webby again nan apizchine a.k.a tk pendek haha. kecohrable. teka teki and jokes semue kua. hahas. tk bored jgk kn gini. hmm tmr i will be leaving to HATYAI. at least i know some one is mishing me. :)i wont be updating blog for abt 2 days so pandai2 k hehe.gonna mish everyone when im there. chey step ade fan pulak haha :)

zaid zaid. this is gonna be the first time not meeting u on saturday. looking forward nxt week bile u on leave. im waiting!! hehe aniway thank you truckloads apiz for entertaining me the whole day :) if not i'll dropdead due to boredness. tata bloggers!!!

i didnt caught u crying! hahaha shld have observed you lah sey! :P one more thing. you know what. this morning i got 5 mis scals and 60 smses from him. he flooded my fcking phone. hehehehe. tkperna dpt that much sms hehe. ye lahh kan unlimited hehehe. lagik skali lah!! kan unlimited. hehe aniways really had a great time :) all thank to me!! chey chey tk la thanks to you to. and aniway im not pendek.

irah asked me out today. okay i sound so wrong haha!! err she ajak me kluar.sheesh! whats the different!! haha for get it. hehe. but i didnt join her. sorry dearest. :) coz i made a plan err i think 2 days in advance. so tkkn nk cancle knn. expecting mama to stop me from going out. skali die kasi dengan rela ati hehe :D ape lgy go la! hehe. today met nurul and apiz. hmm, watched movie at cinelesiure. but but before that. erhemm! played l4d2! :D i didnt die u know, da cm expert hehe. then went KPOOL. played pool with apiz. and guess what? i won the games!! 3 over 1. haha but it wasnt a hatric uhs. in between he won once la i kasi chance. "bedek" hehe. ya so watched everybody's fine. erm quite a sad story uh. i cried a few time. :D i bet apiz did too hahaha. :P hmm took pictures alot2. hehe. had a great time today :) seriously!! thank you so much apizz.. and2 aniway, apiz trade his hp just to go out with me. omg! so willing. hehe thank u apiz for the treat(popcorn and drink je) teehee:D

overall 3 days didnt meet him. txt aje luhh :P misshh you lah sey!!

today is "whole day at home day" wahaha. sounds bored rite? hmm not as usual bored larhs. actually yesterday planned to go handerson waves bt then today i was too lethargic to even get up from bed. pfft. ya tats me. haha. since 4pm just now until now. guess wad i did. WEBCAM nan apizscine!! hahax kecoh kecoh raye tol. tk stop2 tau. and the good thing is tk lag. kacao2 each other haha. seronok+gembira. hehe. wahliao. today tk txt sgt nan zaid. busy lahh tu. paham2 la kn, if at camp cnfrm2 tk free the whole day. hmm cant lift this burden off me. mishing you too much already.

and FYI im not pendek!!!

whole day @ home today

school is starting soon. when school starts, fun gotta stop. no more enjoyments. wanna really focus and do weel!! :) but for now i really want to enjoy liao!! seriously. like i left only a few days to enjoy and everything gonna stop. haiyoo. mama really mad at me coz i didnt ask her if i can go out bt i just inform. haiz how can this small thing become a big fuss. haiz!!! tot if i got into poly im gonna get green light for everything i do but NO. too bad. haiz im stil like a small kid ya know. when cn i get a "yes" for everything??!!

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who is snowbell to u?

hahaha. erm
i could say, enemy!
jkjk. a best gf ever.
and also the only one i could cuddle everyday

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all day at home today. like friggin bored. and and house is in a total mess. cleaning up tmr. haiz.. i just sent zaid kfc for him to eat at camp. zinger meal and zinger fish ala carte. haha he eat alot but bdn kecik aje. i wanna be liddat. haha. well. . i will have to tahan rindu for 2 weeks!!!! coz this fri going to thailand with family until sunday. boohoo!! cant contact for 3 days:( boohoo haizz. tk pe la tahan je la. haiz why eh im truely into zaid? im obssessed with him too much!!! tadi alek klua lift nmpk org tua ni. mcm HANTU BONGKOK!! sumpah. im scared like hell! heart pumps so fast until now whole body shivering haha. serammmm

sorry zaid bab tk de chilli!!!!

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how serious are u in a boy and girl relationship?

well. it depends on how serious they guy is? if he is not that serious, i wont be a dumb dumb to be so into him. hehe

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phiewh! after a week of burden, at last we met. well we did the same thing at a different place. played arcade. at last zaid won me on the daytona match. hehe. watched SANTAU. a great twist of a story uh seram jugak sei. my heart cant stop beating vigorously. seriously! hehe. ok im gonna stress on this. sape2 if im out with u tgok movie, dont ever ever trust me to find seats. because im dumb at it. ya i admit. just now the seat was I 7 and 8. i went to search. well DUMB me i went to wrong seats. and that is because STUPID PEOPLE PUT THEIR THINGS AT THE SEAT NUMBERS! by hook or by crook its my bad. sorry zaid. i only realise i was wrong whe im seated coz i remembered the lady telling me "in the middle" then i was like WTH!!! shit shit shit!! wanted to change but den wad bodo la expecting that no one is gonna sit. skali after the show start a group came in. ape lagi cm bodo uh tukar tmpt. im sorry u. my bad ok i know. haiz wad a shame. kk da gitu tk pe i kept shrieking when ever the sound effects came out. what a jerk! haha couldnt control it sei. zaid kept laughing at me je. haha. hmm then lepak at marina steps bbl2 merepek then he have to go meet his friends at 9pm. sedih teros. but tk ape, he also wanna spend time with his friends kn. im understanding u know. a compliment for myself hahaha. when otw to carpark i grabbed his hand tightly. really tightly. he went "hahaha. knape maha genggam ni?" haha i know im gonna miss him badly when he is at camp so yeah haha. he went to meet his friends i played l4d2 with family. an hr is enuf sei lau tk muntah nnt. so nurul and i played table soccer. freaking cool and fun game. we shouted every time any of us score hahahax. fun rabak. then mum book tix tooth fairy for family and zaid too. he have no choice bt to come. im sorry if that trouble u dear. da la im sleepy rite nw. enough storry telling hehe. nite everyone.

aniway today is great! totally!!! :)zaid!! i want sumore! :P

this is for ZAID

if you are asking if i need you, the answer is FOREVER

if you are asking if i'll leave you, the answer is NEVER

if you are asking what i value, the answer is YOU

if you are asking if i love you, the answer is YES I DO

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all i wanted was some1 who care for me

all i wanted was some1 who would be there for me

all i ever wanted was some1 who would be true

all i ever wanted was some1 like YOU

cousins day out!! woohoo!! bought valentines day present for zaid. its a....... haha tknk blg!!! it cost about..... tknk blg!!! hahaha :P bought it atcouple lab. foohh lawa beb. haha. bought pasir snowbell then went for shisha with cousins and bro. fun u noe. today they ton at my place. how cool is that hehe :D hmm zaid go and pay his bro's hp bill unintentionally. now got no money. cian die. hmm if sat tk jumpe mati sia aku. da 1 week tk jmp. :( sob sob

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if u have only 1 wish, what will it be?

wish for a thousand wish? haha
kidding.
hmm i will wish that i could have the power to turn back time.
how cool is that!!

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well. today bought all my stationaries. haiz going back to school soon. omg school lyfe. hmm how bad could it be? new friends, new atmosphere, new teacher and new way of studying. haiyoo. i just hope its better than secondary sch aye. hmm tmr plan is to buy snowbell toilet and hmm get smth for valentines day. hahaha. hope i cn find smth nice. gosh. wish me luckk. im missing him very very badly now haiyoo. . lame sey nk tunggu saturday. sob sob.

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