how does it feels to be on the verge of crying and at the same time gasping for air.
this few days it felt like too much tears has gone wasted.
i swear theres a lot i want to say. but say it thru blogging ?? it will only bring down my reputation haiz. i need some one RIGHT NOW!!!!! haiz. nvmm
theres nothing i cn do. i wish i have someone who have a spirit of mine infront of me.
so, it will know all me needs strength and weaknesses.

im sorry. you dont meet my expactations

oh gosh i miss blogging man. if i were to tell what happen every single day, bet you theres gonna be more than 10 pages haha. hmm aniway i just wanna say. zaid birthday is coming. hmm just hope he wont be going to such places i dont want him to go eh. (fingers cross) haha. school have been tuff lately.. i just wanna get over and done with. 3 more years to go. i hope i can make it through :D have faith in me ppl. tatas.

Going to be hiatus for a week or so nw. school have started so been busy lately..

good luck to me :D

loving zaid! :D

bonding session was AWESOME!!!! haha. i could say, H2 was the bonded group of all seriously. they ask us for 3 cheers we came out 7 cheers. :D it have been a long time since i sweat that much. lol. had lots and lots and lotsa fun!! and and i won an ipod! IPOD NANO 8GB!!! cool or whut!!! hahaha. seriously man i didnt regret coming to the 2nd orientation day even though its not compulsory. I LOVE MY CLASS! woohooo!!!

oh god,
everytime, theres always always always always always things u want to show me. things that cn never make me happy. is it kind of a hint for me? ape kurangnye aku? cn someone pls tell me? haiz.

ORIENTATION DAY!

after 6 months rotting at home. finallly the action has come! haha. orientatiion was great! lotsa fun man!! and i remembered the names of everyone in my class haha. H2 awesome man!!! haha few malays je ade. but ok lah haha. cant wait on the 16 april! haha great friends i have there. :D wiiiii!!! hmm aniways all i hope is for poly life to be much better than secondary life. oh well i just PUKE!! BECAUSE OF THIS L4D2. haha and zaid stop calling me bonchet!!! grrr!!! k toodles ppl.

2 more days to orientation. 3 more days to 2nd month anniversary and tmr i have to get smth for him. smth that i can afford lahh. hmm any suggestions? haha. time fly so fast aye. hmm if some one were to grant me 10 wishes i swear its gonna be all abt you and me :) ohh well tgok la sape kn. . hahaha. i have nothing much to sayy. gtg now. toodles..