how does it feels to be on the verge of crying and at the same time gasping for air.
this few days it felt like too much tears has gone wasted.
i swear theres a lot i want to say. but say it thru blogging ?? it will only bring down my reputation haiz. i need some one RIGHT NOW!!!!! haiz. nvmm
theres nothing i cn do. i wish i have someone who have a spirit of mine infront of me.
so, it will know all me needs strength and weaknesses.

im sorry. you dont meet my expactations