everything started out perfectly.

went to break our fast at marina square long john silver.

my treat again. he ate 2 meals. really hungry i think

hmm i just dont know why i feel like its a normal day

tho its our 1/2 year monthsary. why do i feel that way?

haiz.. why cant it be different and outstanding everytime its a special day out?

pfft what was i thinking. at least i have him :)

happy 6th monthsary bby!

hmm. were shall we break our fast today? stomach is growling already..

2nd day of fasting and gosh it feels like i've been doing this for years! haha

aniway before anything i wanna give a shout out to AINI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL! :)

went study today. gosh since hols started i havnt did any serious study at all.

but im glad i didnt forget a thing. randomly: FAREH IS WICKEDLY AWESOME

hahas. boyfy fetched me after study and went to continue his lepak session.

can see he really miss his days before we are official. :D have fun darling!

mum is not yet home -.- oh ya went bby sit my 2 cute cousins taqif and tessa.

helped them with their home works. get paid $20 a day not bad huh? :)

why do i have sympathy for lonely cats? haiyoo i treat them like humans already.

had such a great tyme celebrating BIG BRO's bdae and ma COUNTRY! woo hoo haha. and now its time to remove the sins ive made. its fasting month now gotta get in shape man!hmm can i make it? i hope so. have any one wonder why isnt the air clean and fresh today? :x im not gonna say a word. :D aite

and to whoever ":)"

of coz he is wiling. he loves me n that is why. ya i know its hard to get a guy like this these days. no i dont think ur keypoh. i know ur wondering why i love him so much rite haha. and that is because of his love, care, concern and importantly he is sincere. :D thank u

Its exactly 62 days not updating my blog. gossh. lots of things i missed out man!! well 2 reasons why i abandon it. 1) wireless at home suck!!! 2) i aint got time!! school have been the killer in my life. upcoming test is 60%. gotta really study. wonder why i suddenly update today? well im now in LTQ10 doing nothing. farey is infront of me watching gossip girls. 3hrs break man! haiya. so restless. hmm i wanna work badly man. mama have been giving me like 20% of my allowance and 60% of bro's. INFACT, MORE!!!! so tot that if i work i can help her out rite. but she sont allow. wondering how me and zaid is doing? we're great!!! hehes. fetch me from school almost everytime. thanks dear. :) cant stop loving you

how does it feels to be on the verge of crying and at the same time gasping for air.
this few days it felt like too much tears has gone wasted.
i swear theres a lot i want to say. but say it thru blogging ?? it will only bring down my reputation haiz. i need some one RIGHT NOW!!!!! haiz. nvmm
theres nothing i cn do. i wish i have someone who have a spirit of mine infront of me.
so, it will know all me needs strength and weaknesses.

im sorry. you dont meet my expactations

oh gosh i miss blogging man. if i were to tell what happen every single day, bet you theres gonna be more than 10 pages haha. hmm aniway i just wanna say. zaid birthday is coming. hmm just hope he wont be going to such places i dont want him to go eh. (fingers cross) haha. school have been tuff lately.. i just wanna get over and done with. 3 more years to go. i hope i can make it through :D have faith in me ppl. tatas.