okay i admit it really is my fault this time. me and my big mouth -_- that is ur way of asking and i exaggerated it too much. . im sorry dearest. i treat u bad. you don't deserve it at all. thou how mad u were at me i could still see your care and concern towards me. my hp batt went totally flat and couldnt reach you until i met mama. And when i text u using mum's phone you were already outside my house looking for me coz you couldnt contact me. didnt expect you to do that. im touched. you really do love me aye. im sorry dear. my eyes is damn heavy right now. need to sleep. tears that came out bcoz of you is totally not a waste :D i love you so much. . hugs and kisses

Our couple color for raye this year is PINK!!! my fav!!

actually plan to breakfast at hayatt hotel then cancel

then zaid father come back from haji

then he ajak buke with his family but i wore too open

so i rejected

then mama call ask me to buke with her then i agree

then i tot that if zaid fetch me i can change awhile

then i tell zaid im going then i call mama wanna tell i buke with zaid family

then she say abg confirm oredi then not happy coz nenek coming

then i cancel buke zaid with him

then mama msg ask me to go ahead with my plan.

AAAAAARRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then tot wanna tell zaid i breaking fast with him

then suddenly i remember confirm he %$#@ up coz im fickle minded

then i dont dare to say anything takot kne "!!!!!"

then mama say she cancel buke with nenek all

then i say "SENANG, I BUKE SENDIRI"

DA LA STRESS DGN NI MATH! ORG PULAK BUAT AKU BERTAMBAH STRESS!

WHAT A DAY!

berbuka puasa di rumah with family + boyfy :D

gosh last minute aini txted me saying that tomorrow theres an epc test

topic 5! and i havnt study yet :( i really hope its not 100% a test aye.

fareh, pls come tmr! study with me!

havnt been serious on work lately. gotta start brushing up.

oh well i miss school.. hahas

everything started out perfectly.

went to break our fast at marina square long john silver.

my treat again. he ate 2 meals. really hungry i think

hmm i just dont know why i feel like its a normal day

tho its our 1/2 year monthsary. why do i feel that way?

haiz.. why cant it be different and outstanding everytime its a special day out?

pfft what was i thinking. at least i have him :)

happy 6th monthsary bby!

hmm. were shall we break our fast today? stomach is growling already..

2nd day of fasting and gosh it feels like i've been doing this for years! haha

aniway before anything i wanna give a shout out to AINI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL! :)

went study today. gosh since hols started i havnt did any serious study at all.

but im glad i didnt forget a thing. randomly: FAREH IS WICKEDLY AWESOME

hahas. boyfy fetched me after study and went to continue his lepak session.

can see he really miss his days before we are official. :D have fun darling!

mum is not yet home -.- oh ya went bby sit my 2 cute cousins taqif and tessa.

helped them with their home works. get paid $20 a day not bad huh? :)

why do i have sympathy for lonely cats? haiyoo i treat them like humans already.

had such a great tyme celebrating BIG BRO's bdae and ma COUNTRY! woo hoo haha. and now its time to remove the sins ive made. its fasting month now gotta get in shape man!hmm can i make it? i hope so. have any one wonder why isnt the air clean and fresh today? :x im not gonna say a word. :D aite

and to whoever ":)"

of coz he is wiling. he loves me n that is why. ya i know its hard to get a guy like this these days. no i dont think ur keypoh. i know ur wondering why i love him so much rite haha. and that is because of his love, care, concern and importantly he is sincere. :D thank u